After E was A from Oregon

A was definitely different from E. She had experienced some difficulties in her life. She was in her early 20s in 2018 when she came to live with me. A was on social security disability because she did have some so called emotional or mental diagnosis that were supposedly hereditary. I know now those were spiritual issues.

A had been in the foster system too like E. She had been adopted then return to foster care housing when that family didn’t work out. How I wish I had recovered my spiritual wisdom before I met A. I could have possibly helped her more. She was a quiet and somewhat timid soul. She had a very sweet disposition though.

A did pay me a small amount for rent. I always ended up using it on taking her out to eat or other things. I was just trying to teach her responsibility. She had certain things she was responsible for in the care of the house. I had learned from the experiences with my middle stepson some individuals need more structure than others. So we came up with a schedule both of us could agree on of A’s responsibilities.

A had never had a job or drove a car and I told her I would help her with both. She really wanted to one day be independent. We worked toward various goals but A never felt strong enough mentally to attempt letting me teach her to drive. She put in a few applications but never did manage to secure a job.

A did meet several different young men on the social site we met on. She would see one for a period and then moved on to someone else. Eventually she did find a guy she was very happy with. He lived with his father and took care of him. A went to go spend a weekend with him once and I woke up a few days later to her packing her things to move out and in with this boyfriend.

I did try to talk her out of it but she was adamant about moving. She understood that if she moved out there would be no coming back and forth. I hated to see her go but she made the decision she felt was best for her. We stayed in contact and saw each other a few times. I went and visited her too.

A had never went to church or been exposed to much religion or God before she came to live with me. Her and her boyfriend did eventually go the religious path. I had by this time started my awakening journey. I was using tarot and oracle decks some in my spiritual practices. A’s boyfriend felt that I was doing something I shouldn’t be doing once he got into the depths of religious controls so he and A had a phone call with me.

I really did hate that things went the way they did but we all have our own spiritual path and journey. I had already been down the religious road and my consciousness had open up to the truth by this time. Unfortunately, I had to end my relationship with A. I heard she eventually moved her mom to Georgia from Oregon.

I haven’t felt the call to reconnect with A at the time of this blog. I even asked my higher self as I was writing and I did not get a yes to reach out. I have learned not everyone will always be connected to us. Even our family members may not be. I do hope she is doing well. The time A and I spent together was enjoyable and we never did have any real disagreements until the religious issue.

Each of these young ladies I am sure were an important part of my spiritual journey and awakening. We learn from our experiences. Maybe one day we will be called to reconnect. I am just thankful for each experience I have had in my life and I am today super excited about what’s next for me.