Mourning the Mother Wound (parental wounding), LET THERE BE LIGHT!

Today I have felt this deep sadness that I have never felt before. I did not know where these feelings were coming from till I was writing my personal blog. Yesterday was my brother, Jimmy‘s birthday. It was also the day my mom passed in 1997. I have done my best in the more recent years not to bring this up on my brother’s birthday. I know this always put a shadow over his birthday since her passing.

I believe at some point last night, while doing some updates to my website, it hit me that 25 years have passed since my mother left this lifetime. I think back about her death and it was one of the most difficult times in my life.

My husband, Rick had went into the hospital on a Friday night in March of 1997 and we were told he had stage 4 lung cancer and it had spread to other areas of his body and the prognosis was not good. The following Sunday my mother was admitted to the same floor and her lung cancer from 12 years prior had returned and she was terminal.

The most extreme weight I had ever felt was on my chest from that day forward in my life. I don’t recall a day that I ever felt the lightness that I had prior to that day. Even now I feel the profound weight and tightness in my chest as I dig to remove these emotions from every cell within my being. At that particular moment, I felt like my whole world was turned upset down. Rick had come into my life only 10 years prior and he had brought me such peace, safety, and love. I had never felt that before in my life. Not even as a child.

I grew up in a home with mostly just my mother and I. If you are a reader of my blogs, you know the stories of my childhood. If not just go read from the beginning of my blogs here. It was like many others I am sure. No one has had a perfect childhood. We all have experienced grief, pain, and trauma.

It’s time to let all and I do mean ALL GRIEF, SADNESS, LOSS, AND PAIN associated with our “mother wounds” or other parental wounding Go! Let go of ALL the negative emotions you have within your emotional body. We are NOT our emotions. Dig them up, go deep, pull out all that stagnant weight and debris. Where we are headed only Love, Peace, and Light can exist!

Over these next four weeks in May, we are being called to purify our bodies and release ALL that no longer can go forward. This is definitely a death and rebirth cycle to the extreme proportion, one like we have never experienced before. We are headed to a full 5D heaven on earth density. Nothing is going to be the same. We are being Reborn to our True Soulful Identities!

I have said in the past weeks, we need to go within and clear out everything that blocks our full connection to Source/Mother - Father God. We need to connect with Mother Gaia as well. We are going where we have never been and it’s going to be beautiful but the ride there maybe a little rough and bumpy.

We can do this! LET IT ALL GO!!! Everything that is not of your highest calling has to go. Things, relationships, familiar surroundings, the indifference, no care and whatever attitude has to be dealt with too. We have such beauty coming. We have a responsibility to Mother Gaia as well, to restore Her majestic beauty.

It’s A Brand New Way and Life we are awakening too! Come On!!!!