Open Up to Your Own Knowing

From the period of July 2020 till April 2021 there were several lessons that I learned during this part of my awakening journey. One of the biggest was searching for answers outside of myself. Of course we want to read and learn things but the thing about this is can you trust the source of what you are reading.

When we are getting information from outside our own soul then we need to let the information be filtered through our heart not our mind. Our hearts are the zero point where we connect to God/Source. Allow the information just to be and give your soul time to process and just let your consciousness and soul be open to God for verification. It takes time for you to exercise this part of your soul for clarification. We were taught to use our intellect/mind not our soul/heart and our connection to God which was the exact opposite of what we should have been taught!

Looking to other people for information about our own soul can be dangerous. Another person can only help you to where they are on their personal awakening journey. Don’t get me wrong there are souls that have been awake and aware for a long time and they can give you suggestions and direction but never ever take anyone’s word for fact about yourself. Go within and filter the information through your own heart/soul and ask God for verification. When we bypass our own knowing we give away our power and it takes us much longer to get to our own truth.

The third biggest thing that I learned during this period was opening up to my own self forgiveness. When we judge ourselves we are literally putting up blocks to our own spiritual gifts and heart knowing. At our core in our heart and at our higher self we truly are aspects of God. We came into this life to have human experiences and to grow our souls. When we awaken to this truth we need to see ourselves as the beautiful beings we are. Look at the experiences you have had and look for what lesson you were meant to learn.

We must always see ourselves as our inner child that is pure and loving and not judge or degrade ourselves or feel we should be punished in some way. Let me give an example of how this held me back and closed me off to my own spiritual gifts. During my marriage to Rick I did something that really hurt him. He forgave me eventually on this earth but of course he saw the full truth after his transition. But I held onto this for 30 years and had disdain and judgement for myself for what I did and how bad I had hurt him. The moment I finally forgave myself I immediately saw Rick in spirit sitting right next to me. He said FINALLY!

Be patient with yourself and be ok with not being sure and to not having all the answers. The more you can just relax, rest, and trust in the process the easier you will be able to open up to your own truth. Go back and review your life. Are there things you never really processed, felt, and released? You didn’t get where you are now over night so just give your nervous system, your physical body, your heart, and your soul time to all be at peace. Your knowing, spiritual gifts, and your truth will all open to you!